Good day?

Weight today: 126.5 I've manage to maintain this throughout the whole day, despite multiple people (boys. of course) "making me eat". The weight loss is good, but I'm still dissapointed in myself for eating. And the weight is way to high. Now I now that there are lots of people, who will say no, if somebody (Steve, Beccas now-again-boyfriend) cooks for them and presents them with a plate, encouraging them multiple times to eat, but I just can't. I feel guilty for throwing food away, while people are starving (doesn't apply to throwing it up though. Not today, more last night)...the time and effort people put into preparing it (even if it wasn't only for me)...(By the way, it was a chicken sandwich).
And, I went for a date (can you call it date if you're not really into him, are not sure if he's still into you, but go because he's fun? Daniel) and he ordered Nachos (which I hate, because it really doesn't taste good enough to make it worth the calories), kept telling me to help him, that he can't finish it, they're really good...so I had like five.
And the "detox" attempt has changed into a liquid fast attempt, which I'll continue until the end of the week (Sunday). It's not a detox, if I smoke a pack of cigarettes and have six vodka/sprite. Plus, it's only going to get worse on the weekend.
On a more positive not, I've signed the lease for my apartement, decided I really won't spend more on furniture than on a car, found a great tanning place, and managed to delay all activities tomorrow that require carpooling until after 1pm. Yeah! Sleep!