way too much

Eating wise, I had a horrible day. It started this morning, when the only open place I could find that sold take-away coffee was McDs. Breaksfast is one of my biggest weaknesses and the last time I drove by a McDs while they were still serving breakfast, with time to stop, must have been 10 years ago. So I lost control and had an EggMcMuffin. It was so good. And so not worth it. Of course, as soon as I finished (typical fatty behavior: eating in the car. disgusting) I felt bad. And no place to purge. Haven't eaten since (yeah, too little, too late), and now my best friend and current house mate is making a special dinner for her (ex?)boyfriend. It's probably a good idea to leave the house.
Thanks for making me go food shopping when I'm not eating, btw. And laughing about it.

But, the worst is yet to come. While shopping for furniture, the sales girl asked me if I was expecting. Excuse me? Yeah, I put on weight, and my choice of clothing was a bit unfortunate, but still...Becca, (bestfriend/house mate) was shocked, of course, said the girl was just trying to be bitchy, but a)I don't think so, she was trying to sell me stuff, b)Becca, true friend, will never tell me that Im fat, c)weights more than I do (although she carries it better), and therefor has another definition of fat.
Life wise, great day. Got so much stuff done! Although I'm hoping that I'll manage to spend less on furniture than on a car....seems unlikely at the moment.
Ah, and I bought a scale. Digital one. Yeah! Current weight: 128. Took a laxi, to get rid of breakfast, so hoping it will be down tomorrow....
On another note, am not sure how much sense a detox makes (without McDs), when I'm smoking triple of my usual amount and craving alcohol and other mood altering substances...