my first

I have been thinking for quite some time about having a blog, but last night, like so many nights before, I just felt like I needed to write.
I was at a friends place, only three of us, having drinks, just some fun. It was pretty good (we were pretty bad), at least for a monday. Until I went to the bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror, just checking how I looked. Hair? Nice, light golden blonde, not blonde enough. Clothes? Cute, would look a lot better on a skinnier body. Face? Not bad, if it wasnt so chubby. Body? Just too fat. Now I know that I am not actually obese, but I would look so much better if i just lost some weight. The only problem is, I never feel full. So, easiest solution, I am just not going to eat. At least until including Friday. The good old lemon juice fast (water with lemon juice, maple syrup and cayenne pepper), the only thing that can actually stop me from eating.
I am also planning a busy day tomorrow, will have to get up super early, although I am not working at the moment, drive around a lot and so on, so hopefully I wont be tempted to eat that much anyway.
Too bad I dont really know my weight at the moment, I am staying with a friend, the only scale is in her parents room (same house, different apartement), so I can't use it when I want, and it's not a digital one. I don't think I want to know my weight anyway, but I'm guessing 127. Next Goal: 125.