Thanks for your comment Dizzieyes! Agree, 130 is such a huge number! Am back to 127.4 today...still too high! Way too high! And although I'm completely broke, I still find food. Annoying. Had some oatmeal and toast today. Not that much, but too much to loose weight. Ah, and yogurt. Now I feel full. Too full.
Am just in a bad mood right now: too fat, too full, no money, still no car insurance (makes me nervous), no money, had to borrow money from work, so i can put petrol in my car and replace my flatmates milk, which i drank. It's raining, I've got no plans for the weekend, my friend is angry at me, or i at him, not so sure...have to work tomorrow morning, but i still don't want to go home to my empty flat tonight...have been sick the past days, so i didn't do anything...which makes me feel lazy...and alone...
i wish i was one of those rich, skinny little blondes. like a party girl. confident, popular...there were times when i thought i was, but now...i just feel icky, and i feel like everyone can see through my act, so although i am tired of feeling alone and lazy, i don't want to go out...
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